You never want to, hear those words, "YOUR DISEASE IS PROGRESSING WORSE"!

Yes, as I was saying those lovely,  word's,  "YOUR DISEASE IS PROGRESSING WORSE"!  It is like a death sentence.
Even though it creeps up on you, little,  by, little n you hope it will go away,  but it doesn't.
So, you lie to urselfn hope,  well "maybe if I would just EXCERSIZE MORE! ( even though you barely can put one foot in front of the other).
And it take everything all your energy. N every  bit of last breath you have to get out of the DAMN car! Then you see the track or the gym whichever,  n say hey, I got this!  N start working out n say oh crap im cant im exhausted,  but you just have to realize,  im not what I was last year,  or the year before.
Hell im not even what I was the day before,  but remember,  the Disease,  doesn't have you, you have it sao withnthat said
You dont have to impress anyone mbut yourself,  only you know you!
So once I roll out of my car and get on the track or whatever , can do , I know Im doing something,  is better then nothing.  So if a make it
Once around or twice or 1/2. Im out there doing something!

"Love me then, Love me now"

"Love me for who I was"...

Love me now for whom I've become. ?.

LOVE ME, for whom I wil always  be, n still, the same women
You fellnr
Love witih   just shy of a couple of years ago...
Never , ever letting go....
.
For my outer shell may to tell, n still will change,  only to assure you,
That this I do know....

However,  my interself, still n always will be the same,
All with this, I will continue to go on, to claim....

Only to grow, even if it is meant ever so slow....

For with all this said n shown.....

For if it is only that women your looking for, from before,
Look no further,
For she's right here n near.....

For if it is her now you fear, only to shed a tear,
N cannot except,

Let her go, for to wept no more, but only to to know, look closely, for it is me, the women from before...

Always to remember,  for it is you, the one n only,
She will always n forever  adore!....

♡♥♡

"Ordering on line", ( not so fine)......

Queen Quimby
So I decided to mmake the bed (something thold me , na, not today.
You ever get that little voice inside that says, ("Don't do it! )
Well of course I did.

Im on the side of the bed wobbling,  not so much  space between the bed, me, the ROLLING RACK OF CLOTHES?
Did I mention the rack was on Iits last leg, so to speak?
Yes, well I turned to pull up on the comforter,  what do you think happened?

Yep, you guessed it! The rack fell on tto me , I was pinned,  between the bed, and wal, and rolling rack on top of me, of course blocking the door. So therefore I Could not get out!

Panicking


So I just ("said "breathe, you can move this rack, I said to my self, after all im a former , Norstrom retailer,  rack roller.  Ive got the credentials to to prove it. Lol!



Of course,  you guessed it, I fought with it for about ten minutes,  thinking  why do I not have my phone on me? I could see it from the couch!

So, I finally fought, the rack broke it in half....mmmm I swore, then got enough energy to  crawll  out under a small space between the door, n rack.

I Made it to the couch, thank God!!

At this time my sweetie walked in the door, said " whats wrong, how did your day go?

Not so well,  n yours? Walking into the bedroom ohms- - -! Not are you ok.So we,  that's when we  went out looking for a rolling rack..
Now getting back to ythe reason why I started thsis exhausting  story,  ( didnt find rack), so that is when I ordered online.

Needless to say, she couldn't understand me, and I, (with my customer service background ), I went off on her, which im sure with all my slurring,  shuddering softnspoken voice...
I think pretty   much II've painted the picture for you..

Rack arriving in 7to 10 Days. ?.
I hope this one will be strong enough. ?.

Keep you posted!

Never stop laughing,  in whatever your flavor of the day presents!

Queen Quimby.

Today I woke up feeling crappy. I was supposed to go to my friends wedding,  but didnt feel strong enough.
So, I decided to seee a wonderful friend and her mother at the University of Washington Hospital.


Her mother has been struggling with the big , "C"..
That word of a Death sentence. ?
But like with any disease,  you keep on going one foot after the other.

Or we, keep on running forward,  never to look back.
So with that said, I'm going back to visit my lovely friends,  and forgotabout my pproblems today. Because eveyone has them, some worse, someless, no matter how, we all just have to keep, POSITIVE!


And pray,  for strength for ourselves,  and other in need.
Thank God for Friends!

Whitout them, life would be ever so less " Spice less"!


Every one have a wonderful and flavorful evening!

Queen Quinby

Im so lifeless . I dipspise these days!  You get started on one thing, then start something else, then you've got five things going at once, and thats when you say, "scew it"! Its one one of those days, okay?
And you just have to and need to let it go. Otherwise it will come back n bight you in thev A _ _!

I would love to hear from any of you, "DBS", WARRIORS " !!??


Your experiences,  since youve had this surgery.?
I know I have mixed feelings every day. ?
But I know that as were all diagnosed with the same disease, were all different individuals,  that are the same, but unique in our own very specail way!  , But going thru simular experiences, and  symptoms?

Wouldn't you agree ?

Please, I need to hear some feedback,. I know im not alone here, nor would I wanna be, cause being ill
Is not easy, but if we can help one another, give each other a little support,  Im in!
Anyone else have any comments at all?

Looking forward to hearing from you,

Queen Quimby

So Tired Today, as if lightening struck n zapped all Energy!

Well, let me staart over since I erased. What I just wrote.
Ever get up in the morning and have
What I call "sticky Feet?


Well, I do just about every morning.
I stand there and think back in time when, "Carroll Burnett", had her show, remember?

How could anyone forget Tim Connway, and his magnificent shuffling.
It was his trade mark.

Sometimes I  get up and hust take a few moments,  and think of him I laugh, and take my time and progress into
My so called,  "Pitter Patter  waddle walk", and get my grove on.

So with that said, Im going to have a adventurous day,

Rember, lifes like a box of chocolates,  what kind of flavor is your day going to be?

Also keep in mind, we dont have to be perfect, because nobody else ever is!

Queen Quimby

Startup to a good morning..

Good morning to everyone!

Or is it?

How many of youget up, standu

Feeling kinda blue today, after trying to order something on line.
My fingers wont do the walking,  not even crawl, so I then
 Decided to call the business I was trying to place an order with.
Well, that did not go over very well,  cuz not only could I not write today, but talking was most certainly out of the ?
 The customer service representative finally got one, after pushing, umpteen buttons,
And needless to say, operator please!  , (which I have no Idea what she interpret ed me saying)?
 Probably,  operator squeeze, im sure if I had said that, someone would have come on quickly.  Literally.  Lol!

Anyways by the timeI did reach, a HUMAN!  yes a real, live, HUMAN?
He couldnt understand me.
He said could you sppeak louder, I said I am,
He said, I cant understand you?
What?
You want to place an order,  yes, please,
I have Park in son's
What?
Your from Arkansas? , No, Im I have Parkinsos. What?
 I said I had a stroke,  oh ok, Im sorry.  Sorry,  sorry for what? what?
Can you take my order what?
 Finally,  I said, screaming,  like some lunatic,  I cant hear you! Nor can I understand you!
Maybe you should go home and
Take of that cold you have, so you can speak clearly,  then look up
On your computer,  andd Google,  Parkinsons.org maybe you will get a clue, what?
I said you Idiot.  I hung up.
 Decided to go for a walk, with my cane, and get some fresh air. Said hello, to the neighbor,  she said,  what?
I give up! Is it just me?
 Maybe we need to get a big elk horn.  Lol!

 Im turning o life time and not talking to anyone!
Have a gret night everyone!

Please excuse any typo errors.  I dont give a S_ _ _ ! :/