You never want to, hear those words, "YOUR DISEASE IS PROGRESSING WORSE"!

Yes, as I was saying those lovely,  word's,  "YOUR DISEASE IS PROGRESSING WORSE"!  It is like a death sentence.
Even though it creeps up on you, little,  by, little n you hope it will go away,  but it doesn't.
So, you lie to urselfn hope,  well "maybe if I would just EXCERSIZE MORE! ( even though you barely can put one foot in front of the other).
And it take everything all your energy. N every  bit of last breath you have to get out of the DAMN car! Then you see the track or the gym whichever,  n say hey, I got this!  N start working out n say oh crap im cant im exhausted,  but you just have to realize,  im not what I was last year,  or the year before.
Hell im not even what I was the day before,  but remember,  the Disease,  doesn't have you, you have it sao withnthat said
You dont have to impress anyone mbut yourself,  only you know you!
So once I roll out of my car and get on the track or whatever , can do , I know Im doing something,  is better then nothing.  So if a make it
Once around or twice or 1/2. Im out there doing something!

"Love me then, Love me now"

"Love me for who I was"...

Love me now for whom I've become. ?.

LOVE ME, for whom I wil always  be, n still, the same women
You fellnr
Love witih   just shy of a couple of years ago...
Never , ever letting go....
.
For my outer shell may to tell, n still will change,  only to assure you,
That this I do know....

However,  my interself, still n always will be the same,
All with this, I will continue to go on, to claim....

Only to grow, even if it is meant ever so slow....

For with all this said n shown.....

For if it is only that women your looking for, from before,
Look no further,
For she's right here n near.....

For if it is her now you fear, only to shed a tear,
N cannot except,

Let her go, for to wept no more, but only to to know, look closely, for it is me, the women from before...

Always to remember,  for it is you, the one n only,
She will always n forever  adore!....

♡♥♡

"Ordering on line", ( not so fine)......

Queen Quimby
So I decided to mmake the bed (something thold me , na, not today.
You ever get that little voice inside that says, ("Don't do it! )
Well of course I did.

Im on the side of the bed wobbling,  not so much  space between the bed, me, the ROLLING RACK OF CLOTHES?
Did I mention the rack was on Iits last leg, so to speak?
Yes, well I turned to pull up on the comforter,  what do you think happened?

Yep, you guessed it! The rack fell on tto me , I was pinned,  between the bed, and wal, and rolling rack on top of me, of course blocking the door. So therefore I Could not get out!

Panicking


So I just ("said "breathe, you can move this rack, I said to my self, after all im a former , Norstrom retailer,  rack roller.  Ive got the credentials to to prove it. Lol!



Of course,  you guessed it, I fought with it for about ten minutes,  thinking  why do I not have my phone on me? I could see it from the couch!

So, I finally fought, the rack broke it in half....mmmm I swore, then got enough energy to  crawll  out under a small space between the door, n rack.

I Made it to the couch, thank God!!

At this time my sweetie walked in the door, said " whats wrong, how did your day go?

Not so well,  n yours? Walking into the bedroom ohms- - -! Not are you ok.So we,  that's when we  went out looking for a rolling rack..
Now getting back to ythe reason why I started thsis exhausting  story,  ( didnt find rack), so that is when I ordered online.

Needless to say, she couldn't understand me, and I, (with my customer service background ), I went off on her, which im sure with all my slurring,  shuddering softnspoken voice...
I think pretty   much II've painted the picture for you..

Rack arriving in 7to 10 Days. ?.
I hope this one will be strong enough. ?.

Keep you posted!

Never stop laughing,  in whatever your flavor of the day presents!

Queen Quimby.